My Life

a day in my life

2010-04-25T07:14:00.000-07:00

WOOTS!! slept 10 full hours today!

slept at 4am lor.. :x

went to ikea with dion. had ta buy a pillow and he wna eat ikea's meata balls~~~
he asked why never ask hueyming or edwin.....very VERY good qn. i have no idea. didnt got to doing that.... just like, hueyming told me that dion wna go ikea eat. so like he gt a purpose to go there thats why ask him go? then the rest dn really have a need...so never ask?

BUTTTTTT shall ask them ALL go out next time. yeaps yeaps.

hee~~ me pillow~~~finally. been sleeping w/o a pillow for MONTHs.... cause i last put my pillow into the washing machine, then forget take it out or hours. then it became stinky. the stink was irreversible...
-.- even after washing a few times. that is so gna be the last time im washing my pillow nia.

and, i have gotten into a writng poem mood on the bus ride home~~~ below are my works! hehehe~~ the orange fonted one is my favourite of the three. :D but....the verse 4 still weird.... haiz...

being done...

2010-04-25T07:06:00.000-07:00

Being Done...
love, life, regrets
all balled into one
let it sink, let it set
the feelings i have are done

done i am with love
done i am with you
i am now above
from being a tool

i wanted to disappear into the night
i wanted to wait
now i have seen the light
which is never too late

friends, hold close those who are dear
friends, remove those that dont care
my message crystal clear
now, dont act blur

verse 4 sounds weird...but dno how to change...hmm....

life?

2010-04-25T07:01:00.000-07:00

Life?
harsh is reality
it is sickening really
causing people to be hardy
losing the goodness had as a baby

to be filled with goodness
makes people use it as a weakness
thin patience burst
leaving all but emptiness

will there ever be a day
a day we can rejoice and play
with all darkness locked at bay
will there ever be a day, oh, how i pray

as a girl...

2010-04-25T06:59:00.000-07:00

As a Girl...
being a girl
in this harsh world
things become a blur
of who are the real deal

friends who are backstabbers
lovers who are predators
aint it a jungle world
life is cruel, girl.

i wonder...

2010-04-22T06:57:00.000-07:00

INSPIRATION hit me today!! so i wrote a nice little poem today. yippyyy~~ havent done so in SOOOO long nia... =D

Thinking about the love that has past
Rekindled could it be
The feelings that i thought would not last
It is all coming back to me

The little flutter my heart would go
When you notice me
I rather not be on solo
But in the little world we could be

Leaving my heart open
a door for you ajar
I wonder if i can learn
More about the You even for a while

I wonder if you can hear
of my feelings for you
In this little prayer
Hey, I love you too!

hee~~ nice right? nice righ? :P

a day in my life

2010-04-07T07:40:00.000-07:00

OH my Freaking TIANNNNNN~~~~

i just touched my EYEBALL!!!

my contacts came out in the middle of my shower (and my hair was shampooed -.-)... so me, thinking my contacts were just too dry, tried to take them out. heng i touched them abit and not use my fingernails in bid to ply the lens (which werent there by the way) out. HENGGGGGGG nia... if not it will be FReakiNG painfulllll~~~~~~~

heng heng heng!!!

ok, shocks over. gna do my mum's work. ^^v ahahahhahahahahah~~~~

a day in my life

2010-04-07T02:03:00.000-07:00

i think i might have just wasted $53.20 of my mum's money. lalalalala~~~
=x

supposed to go to SIM to submit ONE uni application for Marketing degree at RMIT...

and June june told me about another program at University of Birmingham- Bachaelor (Honours) Business Management...

the program was SOOOOOOOOO interesting! there are :
advertising
projects and events management
New and Hi Tech product marketing
service marketing etc...

argh~~~ now need to make a decision!!

Marketing at RMIT- is specialised, but the courses are dry...also, its just a normal degree
Business Mgmt at UB- is general, but the courses are so much more interesting, and its an Honours!

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....i think Bus Mgmt takes the cake. so gna submit ANOTHER uni application..=x but now gna decide if i wna do internship or not. but have to check out WHERE will the internship be at. hope its somewhere good! fingers crossed!!!! =D =D

hee, ate chawamushi (1 for $1!!) at SIM HQ with lovely chloe. she pei me all the way to HQ even though she dun nd to go herself. ^o^ niceeeeee~~~ so chawamushi is my treat!! hee, cheap,but its gddddd~~ =P

later gna eat steamboat with yvonne, eileen and maybe guodong later. amk hub here we come!! its a gd place. u pay like $15.90 (i think) and u get individual steamboat, with free sushi, free flow of drinks and ice-cream! :):) not bad at all~~ and they got udon that is made of fish paste. damn nice!!!

and haiz...ris ris that gal ah...make me go downstairs all for nothing... she need to transfer $10 to her friend, but her bank no money. so she ask me to transfer $10 frm my accnt to hers. I went down, walked and sweat (weather bloody hot! >:( ) but failed in the end. WHY? cause Ocbc can only transfer to Ocbc accnt..=.= haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz............ oh wells.... take it as gd exercise bahs!! yeah yeah!!! =P

Goal of the day:

To complete administrative work on an outlet (-Mum's work)
hopefully to pack my room (?) i hope nia....

a day in my life

2010-04-05T03:14:00.000-07:00

the first day of school!!! and i almost couldnt wake up. THANK YOU JIN WEI FOR UR WAKE UP CALL!!

hahah, i slept at 3am.plus. watched ghosts of gf past with den den then chatted on msn. =x am still laughing at jackie for hitting his new sudoku high score but his com sort diao, couldnt save it. ahahahhaha~~~~~ :P:P epic nia~~~ but still, good luck hitting 2mins!

sch was boringgggggggg, the teacher kept talking loads of crap,things that i already knew and have been repeated over and over again the last few semesters, at every module..-.- why why why? so i ended up sleeping in class =x very tired anyw.

ate pizzahut with ling-a-ling, jinwei, szeyee, sheweed and june. ^^v my beef lagsana OOS! T.T so ended up with prawn aglio olio...always had it at pizza hut lor. wna have a change of taste also cannot. hmph! >:( then sumhow joked around and sheweed say he and wanting will adopt me...wad the shit!! die die dieeeeeeeee~~~ im a girl, and i am not in need of any parenting so that i need to be adopted. BLEAHs!!!!!!!!! xPPPPPPPPPPP

then i went to rara's house!!! :D:D:D:D am here right now. ate chocs she brought back from italy, and got a nice heart shaped necklace from her. :):) im gna play delivery gal to dor dor and yenni le. gna pass them their souvenior. and i havent given rara her souvenior i gotten from cambodia!! RAWGHHHHHHH~~~~ im an idiot...T.T

probably gna have dinner at her house? hahahahhaa~~ :P ok, i shall now go watch take care of the young lady le. cya, bloggy woggy! :D

a day in my life

2010-04-05T03:05:00.000-07:00

went shopping with ris ris and hanni~~ :D:D:D been so long since i saw them ^^v

i went on a food trail the entire day. :P

the things i ate:
black pepper pork ribs
hokkaido ice cream (milk tea)- yummyyyyyyy
yami yoghurt - EVEN yummier! hee. ris ris agrees. =D
bread papa's cream puff- that day's one was so-so...

lalalala~~ szeyee say i will grow fat.. T.T i wont!! i will WILL my fats not to grow. muahahahhaha~~~

anyways, we went to find ris ris' sticky shop (sweets shop) . charis that silly bugger. she had ALL the details. sticky shop, at The Central, eu tong sen street, clarke quay. but she just HAD to confuse herself and tell us its at raffles place. went there, asked , said eu tong sen street at outram park.

so we took train there...guess wad? eu tong sen street is there, but The Central is all the way in clarke quay!! best thing is i know the place! but ris ris didnt tell us the shopping mall 's name till we got to outram park =.=

ended up walking the rest of the way, march through chinatown and etc..HAIZZZZZZZZZZ....
ris ris that silly bugger.

then we had another merry go round trying to find hanni's nerdy. got to hand it to hannah, i wouldnt travel all the way just to find my bf. and furthermore, finding his workplace was almost like finding a needle in a haystack. BUT she perservered and we found the place in the end. AND she is happy, so im happy too , for her. :) the guy seems alright, decent enough.

fingers crossed! =D good luck u two!! :)

and hence that day was a WHOLE lot of walking, a WHOLE lot of eating and a WHOLE lot of love (not from me and ris ris. =x) hehehhe~~~

a day in my life

2010-04-02T07:39:00.000-07:00

today~~~ went to cck~~~ with dewi. ^^v

BUTTTTTTTTTT there are extreme points to today's day out.

Good thing: i discovered the wonders of Yami Yoghurt~~ damn good! and shiok! its gna be moi's fav yoghurt place le~~~ and also, i realised cck also gt my fav takaoyaki store! woots!! yum yum~~ now i know two places that has good tako. dhoby ghaut- plaza sing, and cck. HEEEE~~~

tako tako yoghurt! tako tako yoghurt!!!!

alsoooooooo~~ i discovered that we are better off buying a venti cup from starbucks and share, rather then each have a grande. why? cause there is only a dollars difference, but the cup is like twice the size!!! damn slow how i only discovered it TODAY, but oh wellsssssssss, better late than never. :P

drank starbucks' signature hot chocolate. DAMN FREAKING GOOD!! its like liquid chocolate lor!! yummmmmyyyyyyyy~~~~~ :D:D:D::D

Bad thingggggg: went to yoghurt palace. amk hub's one is gooooooooddddd. BUT here? its horrribleeee!! i dont get it! its sour lor, the yoghurt. yucks.... heng we sampled it only, didnt bought any.

before that, had lunch at this jeyohara pepper (i think thats wad it is, sumthing pepper lahs) to eat. since the western food there seemed cheap. but...aiyoyo...ordered beef patty. patty is like the best part of the meat, but the one we got, seemed like the worst. dewi described it as they took the worst part of the meat- bones and cartilage, parts that they didnt know wad to do with, and made it into patty. i dno! but its horrible. its burnt somemore lorrrrrr~~~ the fries were undercooked, and for ONCE, the best part of the meal was the coleslaw...-.- i bet its instant one, like bought from ntuc or sumth, like the rest of the meal.... no wonder theres only one outlet, and i have never seen a second one....
we ordered mango pudding also, and were given mango custard...it wasnt pudding at all. pudding is like jelly, but this one tasted like custard. the mango bits inside were sour also...nt fresh and not nice.

HENGGGGGGG is i was blur, order only one plate of beef patty, and one mango pudding.smartest thing i did today nia... or else, no more stomach to eat other good food, and have to suffer eating that.

the worst thing of today though, was at the movie theatre. not that the movie (clash of the titans 3D) was bad or anything, it was okay lahs. BUT it was the people surrounding us. never in my entire life have i been disturbed so many times in a movie theatre till today. there was a toddler (not baby, as commented by szeyee hahas) behind me and dewi, kp complaining that he wants to go home...once twice, thats okay. but he quietened down and can start up again for the third fourth time! i almost...almost wanted to ask them to go home then, but decided against that. thankfully, he quietened down. good boy! :D seriously... but he was minor case.

major cases were....there was this one guy at the back, who could pick up a call in the middle of the show and talk damn freaking loudly! i mean, whisper if u really have to...but nooooooooooo!! and he is definitely an adult somemore lor...-.-

and more majorly....was this group of girls sitting beside us, who werent even watching the tv and just talking to themselves. throughout the movie! and when they exit to visit the washroom or something, they giggled as they squeezed through me and dewi, then laughed very LOUDLY once they exit the theatre. i mean, wads up with that? stupid, weird and annoying. yeeeeeeeeeeshhhhh~~~~

then there were the small instances whereby the guys in front would make comments abit, at the start of the movie, then the guys at the back would do the same also, and a little boy playing with his plastic bag beside me. (im alright with all this actually, but just to add on to the umm...problem? =x ahahahahha~~~)

hence, conclusion is: choa chu kang ppl annoying, based on the data collected today!
ahahahhahahahahhahaha~~~~~~~~ im generalising, i know. but~~~ well, its a hypothesis that can be proven otherwise, or there are exceptions! (as quoted by dewi! :D)

a day in my life

2010-04-01T10:48:00.000-07:00

its been so long since i updated~~ ahhhhh~~~ hahahs. i smell loads of rotting. :P

things have become clearer, i think i have matured abit. learnt more about myself the last few months...abit more recently. :D

butttttttttt everyone still call me a kid.and a boy. HAIZZZZZZZZZ........ one day, ONE DAY, im gna be a matured woman. and laugh at ur faces. MUAHAHAHHAHA~~~ XDDDDDDD hell yeah!!!

i FINALLY stopped procrastinating, and started with my mum's accounts./administrative work. i know, been procrastinating for almost a weeeeeeeeekkkkkk~~~ but im finally on it. wonder if i will be tired enough to be able to sleep in.

let u guys know something, I CANT SLEEP IN!!! miracle eh? i wna slp in!! but i cant...T.T dno why, kp waking at 10am. WHY WHY WHY??? i wna wake at 3pm or 12 pm or something. more shuang lorrrrr~~~ and dun nd kp slack/nua at home, finding show besides mythbusters to watch.

random: me favourite song now is " If we ever meet again" by Timbaland feat Katy Perry. :D 2nd would be " Bye Bye" by Mariah Careh feat lil wayne.

im now reminding myself how talented some people can be. like Charice Pempengco and Connie Talbot. they are super cool~~ damn shiok to hear them sing. Esp whole new world and raise me up. brrrr~~~ gt goosebumps de!!! youtube rocks! share good music with everyone- esp me! hahaha~~~ zi lian for awhile. :P jkkkkkkkk~~~

UNLUCKY DAY IN MY LIFE------------>>>>>> TODAY

WHY? cause i stepped, slipped and SPLASHED on dog urine today. more specifically, a puddle of yellow liquid which im 90% SURE its dog urine. met a dog with its owner few steps after the accident.

i just changed before i went out somemore, then i had to wash my slipper, bathe TWICE and scrub myself clean. even my pants kana!- in it goes to the washing machine~~~

also, i was carrying my lunch. after some thought, (cause i dont think it kana, and its in a plastic bag-so can wash) i still decided to throw it away. lunch was milk in the end...haiz....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENNIS~~~~!!!

my bro, the april fool's boy, has just turned sweet sixteeeeeen~~~ went out with him, shawn, jenson and junsheng. :D they are funny, stupid, silly and fun. but also weird. :P bought den den a zinc bag~~~ hee, compliments to szeyee for lending me her zinc card. ^^v i hope he will put it to good use nia, though i think he wished there were more compartments, but we shall see...hee.

but again, abit suay. they wanted to watch CLASH OF THE TITANS~ its out today, but dewi asked me go watch with her tomorrow~~~ but, since bro bdae, then resigned to watch twice lor. but HENGGGG (abit) , we went to amk hub, and the seats were super lan. they were scattered and so either we seat seperately or go home. since shawn left for OM camp and jenson had to go home. junsheng lost the mood to watch movie, so we all went home. lalalal~~~ -.-

at least i can watch it tmr then? :P

ok~~ thats all for now. maybe i will update tmr? maybeee....... XP

SPARKLE ON!!

2009-10-23T22:34:00.000-07:00

hey guys! today, i got sumthing interesting to share! xD anyone dont know what to do to usher in the new year??? since singapore..nt much things to do...well, why not SPARKLE ON the new year?

this was last year's one.. xD there are international and local artiste present.

so the concert wont be a dull!

http://sparkle-on-nss.xanga.com/weblog -Check this out!

hehhehe!!!

a day in my life

2009-10-02T02:14:00.001-07:00

im an idiot...overslept twice in a row...-.-

sigh...two days, no attendance. i better switch my hours back PRONTO! if nt...i might even be barred from exams... )=

HELPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!

A day in my life

2009-09-14T02:14:00.001-07:00

OH OH OH!!! I forgottt!!!

i also gotten a new laptop already!!! hee... gd thg about this lappie is that its cooling system is REAL good. so i can use it on my bed, for a longer while. hee... but i suspect, it might be abit laggish. maybe i will go buy an external drive? or sumthg, then store stuff like messenger,games in it...

is it possible? i dunno... gt to ask around then!!!

SIGH, i should have remembered that i wanted a lappie with long batt life when i bought it..onli gt 3 hrs of batt life (in usage), but with MY usage, it usually is 2hrs and less...-.-

and ALSO...since i gt a new lappie, and it IS the hols, i have made my blogshop official le!!! it is now OPENNNNNNNN!!!

link is: http://shopping-for-dummies.blogspot.com

visit it when u are free, or in need for a cheap present! xD

i recommend the CUTE sanitary pad HOLDER for gals...cause they are real cute!!!

and guys...umm...the portable hair curler/eye lash curler for a gift?
though it will be real sweet if u get the frying pan and cook a ADORABLE meal for ur gf. hee~~~

OK!!i think that is all the update so far in my life..i think...u know me,..forgetful one... (*scratch head*)

A Day in My Life

2009-09-14T02:08:00.001-07:00

hee, i feel silly. i wna smile after reading my earlier post. luckyluckylucky~~~

well, my luck now is normal. downs here and there, but its alright.

ANYWAYYYY, i realised a very big problem with me these days...a BIGGG problem...

I DUNNO WHAT TO EAT!!!!

i cant decide NUTS on what to eat...it makes me dread mealtimes, beacuse i need to make a decision on what to eat! i sumtimes have cravings for meals at buddy hoagies, but im not THAT hungry...i only have enough 'space' for bread or something.

SOOOOOOO....most of the the time, i end up buying strawberry milk tea with pearl. i know its unhealthy...but HEY! its filling (to me) and an easy choice to make. i usually dun mind drinking it, wont get sick of it.. XP

HAIZ...hope i can cure this problem soon, or else i might even be drinking strawberry milk tea for everyday in my life, on my wedding and maybe even on my deathbed...

sigh, what shall i eat now? im hungry...

18 chef??? not bad...since im quite hungry..

OKKKKKK~~~~~~ Im gna eat 18 chefs! CHOW~~~

(im ranting now... bleahx!)

a LUCKY day in my life

2009-08-31T01:21:00.000-07:00

OKKKKKK~~~~

now for a more proper update...

the calm is finally coming after the storm, as quoted by my brother.

ystd, i almost ALMOST banged my head against my bathroom basin, but so heng i didn. if not i would probably in hospital or something. basin seems bloody hard u know?

and today, i thought it was the 1st of sept. i though today had exams. and FINANCIAL ACCOUNTINGS at that..

i read my schedule again, and saw that on the 1st of sept, it is BUSINESS COMMUNICATIONS!!!

i was totally, OH MY GODDDDD....

then, i went to the grand hall, and saw 31st august printed on the seating arrangement. that was weird..... so i went all the way downstairs to take a look at the 'TVs' downstairs...

THEN I REALISED......it is 31st august. NOT 1st sept...

i am such a dumbo...a LUCKY dumbo..

HENG today have no exams, if not i would definitely fail my business communication paper. today got to remember the formats and everything le..so bloody lucky. and im SUPEEEEERRRR thankful for it, and everything.

then my dad just told me that my hp has been sent for repair. and the samsung ppl are much nicer than the sony E one i used to go.

the last round, i went to sony E to repair my hp which touched water, they said that water wasnt under warranty and it would cost 300 over dollars to repair, hence i got a new hp.

now THIS round, my dad went to samsung to repair my hp (yes, it spoiled AGAIN), and it touched water also. water wasnt under the warranty either, but they offered to replace the parts at the cost of 106 dollars, with the warranty voided. SUPERRRRR good lorrrr....i m so glad i went to buy samsung brand hp. sigh, im so happy right now..... heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

THANK YOUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!! to whoever you are, that is turning my life arounddd. XD

a day in my life

2009-03-02T06:01:00.000-08:00

heyya guys~~~ finally got to updating my blog. haha, its been wad, almost half a year since i updated. oh my...now that i think about it, my blog is sure to stink...stink of DECOMPOSITION! sigh...

anyway, to keep ya guys updated then, i found-ED myself a job at kuchiku!, plaza singapura, last november with mei yen. had a blast at that job, and gained lots of experience (not to forget the ka-ching! though i spend alot of it...hee) i learned to promote, how to approach people, be more responsible (though still got to improve) and try to make things fun? (hope i managed to achieve that)

alas, time flies, it seemed only yesterday that i and mei yen were tagging the items and go to and fro to clarke quay TOGETHER. then later, it became SEPERATE....T.T but still manage to have time with her. yea! but then. jc started, yen had to go. but made a new friend, joycelyn~ heee.... again, one month passed so quickly, in a blink of an eye, it was good-bye to kuchiku!.... though i WILL go there to visit one day, along with me pals, mei yen and joycelyn. hehe...

times not to forget, mei yen's vainess....and joycelyn's too...then joycelyn's love tales.... and yen's concerns on whether she should buy things from kuchiku!, hehe.... sherynn's aka salad's treats, keith's aka ka-fei's tease (not to forget eugene's too). ahh..... hope we shall see each other soon, which we would, since there's a kuchiku! outing next week. yippii~~~~hehe.... and gna get my last paycheck then too. hope this outing would not be the last though...

okok, after kuchiku!...well...i got tons of job offers these few days, (yea! im so popular~ :P) nah, actually its a few. hence, i now have gotten myself a headache. 2 of my job offers de timing, clash with each other. then even shld they work out(though i dun thk so, i have to make a choice btw one of them, groan), i got to take leave for six days due to the popular fair im partaking in. im so sorry eugene....so sorry mary....so sorry may.... haiz...im so darn troublesome.... argh!! help~~~~ someone~~~

haiz.......... story of my life eh?

but before i go crashing into a busy life of working ahead, i shall slack SLACK S.L.A.C.K!! my week away. this week only though. but too bad...mum wants me to help with her accounts. but hey, at least i get to stay at home. XD

okay, here's my message to all my jc friends out there:

JIAYOUS wor!! but please PLEASE dont get too stressed up...really...i dont want an old man/woman, well pre-maturely old person, as my friend hor... (actually i dont mind, but i shall discourage u guys, since it DOES concern your health) when u need someone to pei you relax, give me a call bah. though even if u want to have a study group together, i dont mind. though i shall try TRY my best not to disturb u.... (i seem to have a tendency to do that, i shall really do my best to resist the temptation, the lure....k?)

hee.... my this week shall be a memorable week.

tommorrow shall be my treat to my friends, zi jing and glenn~
a 6c gals out on thurs
lunch with dewi, that busy gal, on fri
and kuchiku! outing, hopefully, on the weekend
wee~ it shall be a happy HAPPY week. XD

haiz...that clara has been on my mind these days....havent went out with her in a very long time, all the way since last year september, if im not wrong. i really feel like kicking myself for not going to a study session with her cause i forgot i had tuition..sigh...

clara~~~~~~~~~~ T.T wahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

a day in my life

2008-09-30T22:56:00.000-07:00

i just realised sumthg...which is kinda slow...

my blog seems to be popular even though it is like usually dead?

people like to come on to my blog and tag (usually making fun of my blog).

weird hobby?

hehe...but anyways, i realli appreciate it. XD

im not a blog person, anyone would know it. oh well...

okok, now to talk about wads goin on in my life...

hmm... for now, its o lvl, o lvl n more o lvl. wads a girl to do xia...

(shall type in proper english now.. hehe..)

anyway, i had ordered rings, two of them, and they are coming in soon. the blogshop owner has already mailed it. yeah~~~

also, yesterday was unlucky? a tad bit.

i was celebrating liyu's birthday at jack's place, with liyu, vivien, wei lin (of course, these three), kai yuan, mei yen, binghao and kenneth.

really felt like killing kenneth by the way.. he is so deserving of a knuckle sandwich.

okay, so then we went to the park opposite to play. vivien can really swing very high... then we went to climb the spider web. and something VERY embarrasing happened to kenneth. which i shall not say, to help him save some face. (appreciate it!)

okay, then while playing, we missed the bus many times. so along came this bus. i ran towards it...and FELL....ouch..

it did not hurt that bad. stinging but not so much that i want to cry. vivien and liyu helped to tend to my wounds. thanks~

liyu felt bad that on her birthday celebrations, 2 bad things happened. so cuuute~~~ XD

but really, no one's blaming her. i only blame that idiotic slippery drain that made me slipped. gargh!

so i had to walk a LONG LONG way home. (just realised yesterday that my house is actually quite far from the busstop.) and up the stairs. i feel proud that i was able to make it. XD

then went for tuition, concidentally wore the same dress as mei yen. best friends think alike? then went for study session with hannah. had some heart-to-heart before studying. oops!

so that's all for my day yesterday, and nothing much is going on today, except that my wound is still bleeding. bleeeding a yellow liquid that is hard to wipe off. this is quite surprising, as my wounds usually take one day to become a scab. hmm.. guess i need to eat more calcium and protein~

anyway, future plans for the next few weeks would be:

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!

going to study from 8pm with hannah whenever possible. XD since i am a nocturnal person, my brain IS more active and usable at night, but i tend to want to go and sleep. sigh.. so shall use this study session to squeeze in more time to study~~ XDD

a day in my life

2008-07-29T17:17:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey, guess where am i? im in schl~~~ XDDD

ok, shall stop being crazy, FOR NOW. XP

hopefully i will be able to plan well for the rest of my days till o lvl. it always seem that there is not enough time. i want to play for an hour, exercise for an hour and do revision for the rest of the day... sigh... but with the ECs these days... where am i going to find the time? furthermore, there are study sessions and tuitions... haiz... though they are useful, but i only use those time to do my hw and learn...

a day in my life

2008-06-20T23:23:00.000-07:00

PONYSTARS

joined a game two days ago. is quite a stupid game, nt very interesting. but i think im interested in the breeding of ponystars thing. so thats y i continue playing it, going there everyday, i think. its kinda business-like. u buy ponystars, breed them, sell them, then u can earn money. but cause i am a beginner, i have nt much money, my ponystar is nt of an mature age(mus be 10 days old) to breed. so im like...haiz....so boring. i try to earn money through other ways, but it is nt wrking. sigh....oh well, i guess. when i play this game longer, hopefully it gets more fun. *cross fingers!!!*

EUROCUP turkey VS croatia

SERIOUSLY, i never thought i would even catch a single game of eurocup, cause im nt realli a fan of soccer. ok with it, ok with playing it, but nt much liking to it. anyway, yesterday's, well technically todae's, eurocup was....one word to describe... LOL!!!!

turkey VS croatia, after seeing STUPID mistakes made by turkey, i felt that croatia is of the better team. turkey players could dribble the ball n somehow trip...(thats wad i think they did) but yea... which was just -.-

anyway, croatia strike fast while turkey take their time in getting the ball into the goal. in the end, the score was 0-0... dun realli know wad happened.(cause i was supposed to study, and just view the tv time to time)

so there was EXTRA time! by this time the announcer was already very sian.
comments by him:

"this is so weird, the ball just refuses to go in the net!"

"the kick was decent, the header was decent, but STILL NO GOAL!"

" I dont think there will be any goals in this match, but LET'S BE POSITIVE"

(LOL!)

annddddd................we are down to the last minute.......annnnnddd........ CROATIA SCORES!!!!! woooooooo!!!!! the match is finally over!!

after like so long of stuggling, croatia finally nailed down one goal! chong yong was like, yea! i can go home already! pindong was like olay! (they are nt soccer fans, but they decided to put their support on croatia, prob to go along with the flow as most ppl at Mcdonalds were there to see soccer, gordon was either sleeping or doing his art...) the announcer sounded relieved.

BUT WAIIIIIITTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

probably cause croatia was too excited of that one goal.....JUST DOWN TO 8 SECONDS LEFT, TURKEY SCOOOOOOORRRREEEEESSSSSS!!!!!!

turkey fans applaud, shout, cheer! in contrast to the sian look on croatia fans.... announcer then said sumthing about everyone needing to recollect their feelings n about croatia letting down their guard.

so in the end, we have EXTRA EXTRA time!

5 strikes to the goal frm each team.

croatia, haiz....wad to say, they try to shoot to the side of the net and in the end, MISSED! TWICE! and all for the same reason.... pindong: Wad the hell?! why cant they just shoot straight?!

frm my observations, just shoot straight into the net, u get higher chances of getting a goal, even if u cant, its a gd try. dun be smart alex, n end up jeopardising the entire thing.

turkey shoot straight into net, n they kp scoring! one of croatia players shoot straight n its also IN! so yea...seems that the above theory is right, based on this match that is....

so turkey gets consecutive 4 goals, n croatia 2 goals.(the last 'match' i nvr see, cause it was obvious turkey would win)

hence...TURKEY WON!! everyone was like wth.... =.=

oH well... chong yong n pindong was grumbling about it on the way back... was this a study session or soccer session? well, at least me n gordon did do work at our time at yishun mcdonalds...XDDD

STUDY SESSION

chong yong suprised me n hannah. HE DOWNED DOWN 4 BURGERS! n it was SUPPER! hannah was saying its unfair, since he eat THAT much n still stay so slim...high metabolic rate? anyway, turns out he never ate lunch, cause he was sleeping. =.= and then he onli had soup for dinner. BUT STILL....i mean, even if u say guys eat alot, but my bro onli eat like one burger for dinner. so if lunch n dinner is like onli 2 burgers...

conclusion: chong yong is a bottomless pit!!!!! hehe~~ though he did feel full

john left early, well quite early lah. but after 12am , cause he gt a busy day ahead n a very busy next week too! still wondering why he came today's study session. onli one reasoning: he very hardworking! haha....

weird part about mcdonalds yesterday.... khatib's mcdonalds closed the top floor! gordon: then wad is that 24hr sign outside all about?

gd question....weird lah, so the guys decided to go yishun's branch. since there were no seats left at the bottom floor... i decided to go, cause its like a new experience. hehe...so i was thinking it would be cool. walking in the middle of the night to mcdonalds. XD

but HANNAH CANT COME.... wahh.....!!!! sigh, but i still went on. the guys talked among themselves the whole way there. they mind abit about neglecting me. but i was cool about it. i have led a lonely life before~~~ HEHE~~~

ohoh!!!!

DONT BUY MCDONALD'S ICE CHOCOLATE, IF U ARE NT RICH!

pindong: taste like chocolate milk, but just creamier.
chong yong: PINDONG, MY MONEY~~

chong yong decided to buy wadeva pindong gets. so they both gt a cup of ice chocolate. NT WORTH THE MONEY ($3.90)

chong yong: if u add both the cups together, u still dun get the amount of gordon's one medium/large cup of milo!

n one cup of ice chocolate is more expensive than gordon's milo... so oh well??? lol. gordon is smart. haha

so in order to heal their burned pockets, they decided to cope my fries! =.= but the fries tasted weird. cause: never cook properly / they changed fries' brand

so many things happened at one night out.. LOL, well. back to studying nw! (hopefully) hehe~~~

my holidays are gone....and i can onli bade them goodbye as the books of terror drown litte old me... SO MEAAN!!!!!!

never did any hw. im so dead....wad hw are there anyw? *innocent eyes* hehe~~~~

Friendless

2008-06-06T08:44:00.000-07:00

FRIENDLESS

staring at my ceiling
wondering about this feeling
even though i tried to dart
pain is stabbing at my heart

i should be expressionless
yet tears flows from my eyes limitless
thoughts float around
diamonds drop to the ground

you weren't much to begin with
no surprise of your drift
away to your haven
flown away like a raven

i dont wish to care
i tug at my hair
but my heart has a piece missing
i wonder how i can go on living

every time i see ur smile
knowing it is nt worthwhile
to feel a tug
makes me feel like a bug

i wonder wad went wrong
bt i know chances are long gone
even if this were to be repeated
the same outcome would still be created

i really wish to hate u
but why should i do?
u are nt worth my hate
i shall just resign to my fate

i shall learn from this
i shall not break down from this
i shall be stronger
it wont take much longer

JUST YOU WAIT!!!!!!

a day in my life

2008-06-01T08:09:00.000-07:00

todae...haiz....

i was so darn irritated for one. doing the damm computer then summore kana scolding by my mum because she think i slacking...i was like WTH!!!!!! then i wna go buy geo textbook, dewi took so long to reply...so my irritation level went through the roof sia! summore cannot find key...haiz.........still must smile and talk to people.haiz.......

but the good thing was....I FINALLY GOT MY GEO TEXTBOOK!!!!! dno who the idiot go and take my geo textbook. gt a feeling it was borrowed and never returned. but i asked all the people who would borrow frm me, but they say no. so...haiz.........i wait so long......it's never coming back. anyway, i had to look high and low for it lor....every popular i went didnt had it....yeesh......SO I FINALLY GT IT!!! yeah!!!!!

anyway, went out with gay couple today. and they are.........*drum roll* KANG MING AND ZI PENG!!!!!!!! give them a round of applause!!!!!!!!!! woooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

w8888888888888!!!!!!!!! i mean PSYCHO GAY couple!!!11

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

they all hor,..haiz....cannot take it sia....summore hor.....they gt couple outfit leh!!!!!! wooo!!!! same shorts and slippers....i summore took photo of it. shhh! dun tell them

zi peng summore go hug kangming..brrr......get a room. guys!!!!!!
summore did that several times.....

boy, do i feel like a lightbulb....next time go out with them, should bring someone along, dun wan be so bright. gt other ppl. would dimmer our light....cause can go off....heeeeeeee

a day in my life

2008-05-29T07:54:00.000-07:00

haiz...blog was rotting AGAIN. anyw, one thing i REALLY hate...

is CHILDISH people

sure, i behave childishly. think childishly like almost always. but the thing is....i DO have a certain level of maturity. when it comes to critical moments, im mature. i do not think otherwise.

CHILDISH to the core ppl are SERIOUSLY ppl who hurt others. but hell no, am i gna forgive them should they hurt any ANY of my friends. they should learn to grow up. SERIOUSLY. but even after repeated times of reminders, advices, but they just wont get it into their FREAKING brains!!!!!!!

to the childish one i noe of:

u think u are so mature. u think that having side burns makes u mature. but to the hell u are SO DARN WRONG!!!! if u are childish u will always be. no point trying to trick others.btw, the sideburns are so darn disgusting! im so darn tempted to burn them up. *woosh!* there goes that ugly sight.

oh, and the way u handle things. i really go OMG sia....u do things so childishly. u say childish things. u request for childish things. its like WTH....and yet, cause of all ALL these childishness, u have hurt someone. my friend.

i so want to hurt u for it, im thirsty for revenge. but....spreading rumors, childish. humilating u, im not so bo liao.haiz.... wad am i suppose to do? i guess...hmmm.....

but anyw, i havent get u for doing all those things u have done. it is downright DOWNRIGHT disrespectful. i wonder if u even heard of the word. she can shrug it off, but i dun think i can...so...watch out........

a day in my life

2008-05-19T17:47:00.000-07:00

hey guys,
ok, i admit. i have been VERY lazy to blog. even on my own birthday. i didn't even take photos of my b'dae presents. oops. XP sry...

dun worry, i do treasure them. NONE of them is missing as a matter of fact. hehe... i have used almost all of them already. THANK YOU all for the presents.

So much things have happened since the last time i blogged. so many things....so many problems....haiz....

anyway, spent much time these days with zi peng and kang ming. a total of four days. these guys are so damm free. everyone agree. (hee, it ryhmes) as long as we ask them out, they would be like OK. so good lor...i want to be as free as them sia....

anyway, they ARE a fun lot to be with. that's why we keep inviting them.they also are a fun bunch to bully. and i think anyone can guess who is doin gthe bullying. heeeeeeee

they have celebrated my birthday and dorothy's birthday. such NICE people...XD

also, recently, i have been grateful to my mum. she lets me out till late at night. and allows my friends to stay over...so nice~~~ she also cares for my problems and help me solve them. THANK YOU~~~~

to all my friends>>>> GAMBADEH! JIA YOUS! remember the saying: when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

thank you, my friend

2008-04-24T02:44:00.002-07:00

my friend, thank you
being a shoot growing
surroundings ever changing
you are my roots
clinging to life
stubborn to let me go
to fly into the wind
never to be found again

thank you for saving me
for being there
though times get hard
you may not be the main
cause its my world
but you are the most important
the crucial to this 'me'

some roots may get lost
torn to the soil
but i shall live on
for what you had done

no matter where you go
no matter if you left
no matter if you hurt
the things done, shall be with me

this is for all of my friends!!!!! LOVE YA!!!!!!!!!!

my saviour

2008-04-24T02:40:00.000-07:00

my saviour
thank you for being there
for being my salvation
from the world i am facing
solution for my desperation

filled with gratitude
to this solitude
my breath of air
when im lacking of it

sometimes
i feel breathless, emo-ness
had a taste of helplessness, lonliness

you would be my beacon
of hope, peace and joy
those are what i find
through laughing and sharing with you

a day in my life

2008-04-24T02:15:00.000-07:00

todae, chun you decided to be quiet todae. surprisingly...

anywae, he decided to zip his mouth and express himself through miming and writin. but then, i dun think he will be quiet still. i mean, the amount of stuff he wana say will still not change right? so in this sense he will n not be quiet.

but too bad, i couldn enjoy this moment of silence. cause i decided to seat with mei yen. oh well... it also didnt last. that's to be expected... XP anywae, learnt a game at the time i was with mei yen, dorothy, vivien, wei lin, liyu... hehe.... cant describe it here though. =P oh ya, todae was so weird, no network can be found for singtel users. no calls can be made, no sms can be sent...NOTHING!!! vivien then went to promote M1 plan.say veri veri gd...yeesh...hit her head.hehe...

i managed to found connection in the toiilet though. then called my mum ask about the PTC form which she HAVENT given me...yeesh. but then when i return to class..the connection was lost AGAIN!!!! argh... going to the toilet again was useless...awwwwwwwwww........

later the day....the connection came back again..oh well...XDDDDDD

haiz...stupid ss extra lesson. i alr very troubled le. still go add fuel to the fire..idiotic. dunno wad i was writing all the time...haiz...summore do so slow...awwwwww.......

SO MUCH PROBLEMS....SO LITTLE SOLUTIONS.....NONE USUABLE...WAD THE HELL SHOULD I DO?????????

haiz...............

cant even play with kristy summore....she shedding season, play with her, hairs galore...yeesh..stupid lah....play with her, still need to sweep for her...the chances of her going for a crew cut is increasing with my mum's growing irritation...

but should she go for it...she will becum more hyper...and then she will look fatter...oh man......

a day in my life

2008-04-23T04:36:00.001-07:00

finally realise how cool my house is...XDDDDD

woods at the right

water at the left!

plains at the right....XD

and roads at the left

and finally.......AIR!!!!! at the top!!!!1

woah~~~~~~~~`is like everything of earth is around my house..water, air, woods, technology..heehee

hated love

2008-04-23T04:23:00.000-07:00

i dno if this is a poem or lyrics... o.O oh well, here it is!!!! i think more of poem though....hard to make this into a song... XP

hated love
my world has a crack
its filled with hate
i have pain that i want to inflict
but how do you go around doing it?

u have lost my trust
tat i have given you
the believe has shaken
and the bond loosen
no more hope shall be given
the love lost shall shatter and be anewed

no more tears for you
no more memories of you
no more thoughts of you
you shall no longer exist
and i shall no longer persist

the revenge sought shall be delivered
the pain brought shall be given
the gifts bought shall be returned

time shall heal
time shall take the memories
time shall give a new world
time shall promise a new love

enough of dwelling in the past
no more clinging to the promises u made
i shall have to start protecting myself
to shield from the pain from being cast
away....
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

a day in my life

2008-04-23T03:32:00.000-07:00

todae...super funny

funny thing no. 1:
i was at the locker with zi jing...then zj open it, stuff our things in it. then later she ask me eh, where's the lock ah? we look for it and then...TA DAH!!!!!!!!

it was in her hand...=.=

another thing to add..wad was going on in zj' s mind when it happen:

hmm...where's the lock ah?

oh! its in my hand...

says: esther, where's the lock?

oh! its in my hand...

diao....dejevu?or stm? if stm, its so much worse than mine. the minute u say le, its gone...lol!!!!

theen i laugh till i hit the floor. :P

went to guides rm get zj shoes

jokes by zj along the way:

wad do u say when u throw sumthg at a duck?

ans: DUCK!!!

wad do u say when u throw a duck at a duck?

ans: DUCK!!! DUCK!!!

wad do u say when u throw a goose at a duck?

ans: DUCK,DUCK!!! GOOSE!!!

LOLS!!!!!!!!!! another one

wad do sharks like to play?

ans: swallow the leader

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

wad a great way to destress aft the past few days...XDDD

went for cheese fries..added ketchup! yum...XD
gt contacts with mei yen later...haha!!! soon u shall see me with contacts...PERMANENTLY!!!!!!olay~~~~~~~~~~~

audrey was jus commentin on me to wear contacts todae...haha!

OH OH!! b4 i forget.. todae is so coool!!! NAPFA was todae...

then i managed to get A for all!!!!! (exp shuttle run cause nt tested yet..XD) i gt one B though...for 2.4km. gna aim for gold!!! dennis...watch out!! i shall win ya!!!!!!!

so surpprising...i managed to jump 184 cm!!!!!woah! i usually get 160 plus lor...XDDD then sit and reach also...i gt 50 cm! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........my head summore touch the metal bar, so i think i cant go anymore, cause like how to? head touch bar leh....hmm...dunno....then mdm yao still can ask for more....haiz...nt gna happen~~~~

but i usually get 30 plus lor...heeeeeeeeeee................so cool, todae record setting day. clara also. 40 for sit and reach!!!!!1 CONGRATS~~~~~~~

haiz...still need to finish up hw todae, though tests all over for the week,..yeesh...wna slack!!!!!!!!! haiz.....

a day in my life

2008-04-22T03:17:00.000-07:00

a day in my life

2008-02-05T01:51:00.000-08:00

i know i havent been updating these days n i havent started on my story!!! argh~~~!!! oh well...

weizheng's hand. the artist is chun you. seems that wei zheng onli realised it when he finished.... -.-"""""" s.s....arent we suppose to be serious? clara, wads with that grin?!?! wipe it off!!!*wipe wipe* XDD well, not that i was that serious either...
oops, guess i was!!!! =P joy looks suspicious...look at her eyes.... btw, is the main obj the bottle or us?? hmm....

this was wad mei yen wore that day to bake...its nice, bt isnt it too much??? oh well, mei yen will always be mei yen.....

me n yenni!!!
XDD wad can i say??? esther being crazy!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDD
more pics to s.s.... joy drew ths on clara...cute......PEC-MAN SINGING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and this is how it looks like with its mouth close...XDD bo gei.....(no teeth)

i have been tired AND busythese days

a day in my life

2008-01-18T06:25:00.000-08:00

after readin my evil romeo, i decided to read more of such chi books.and i gt inspired to start a bk on my own. =} sry zj. bt i will still write with you the story!!!XD ahahaha... js wana write a story abt school romance. =P oh ya, sry everyone for rotting my blog AGAIN...i m so sry....!!!!!!!!!!

i WANA WATCH HERO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!bt cant, cause this year is like o' lvl year....n busy year for band too....haiz.....................HEEERRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

a day in my life

2007-12-11T20:20:00.000-08:00

lazy lazy lazy esther.... so many things happened already, still havent talk abt china trip... laziness is such a disease.... haiz....

a day in my life

2007-12-11T20:11:00.001-08:00

hey hey~! havent updated my blog, been lazy these days...haiz.... oh well, here it is!!!

the study session was...well.... pathethic? seeems like jus a friends outing. but oh well. so many ppl never get back to me, sigh... oh well, hannah n pindong gt go! but i didnt really study xia...cause dewi also gt cum, haiz....kp pullin me to see bks, my weakness~~!!!! haiz.... oh well...

used a new colour todae, jus felt like it. im a person with such strange impulses, usually things are going fine, till my strange impulses kicks in. like that time i was baking with dewi. thanks to this strange impulses, the chocolate ended up head dun into the water. 'plunk!' the thing went in. so the chocolate wasnt all creamy already. added too much mashmellow, our rocky road like not rocky road, too sweet. haiz... but the second attempt was a sucess!!! it was chocolate biscuit. mm mmm.... nice~!!! XDD

the remainder of the rocky road gt dennis to finish it. muahahaha.... so bad, cause it was too sweet. then the next day, yenni came over to bake. so many baking days xia... made butter biscuit. nice~~!!!!!! we used a new recipe. it turns out fine! though the first few attempts were chacoalish.... haiz.... my oven timer gt prob.. but oh well, it was great overall. XD hehe....

oh well, that's all with my study n baking daes..... XDD esther over n out!!!

a day in my life

2007-11-13T04:38:00.000-08:00

going to be the conference soon....argh!!!! tommorrow!!! howp i would be in time back for tuition.... haiz..... wishing that we wont screw up and i would be well prepared. gonna wake up EXTRA EXTRA early~~!!!! gonna kp my fingers cross!

mei yen de qian bi was here today. kp bullyin him n my bro. damm funny. my bro laughed until his stomach pain. then i still there tickling him. muahahaha..... mei yen de qian bi was like u are in the hell rm.... yeahahahahaha.....

my bro slapped him in his attempt to get out of the rm... lol. then they resorted to firing each other with rubber bands. could tell my bro is damm slow in figuring out where the rubber band flew. he was like, shoot into the rm if you can. then mei yen de qian bi succeeded, but my bro thought he couldnt then close the door. lol.

mei yen came todae, used the com. we played neopian bank with them gt 15 gold, not that bad, though the keyboard was then a tad squeezy. played mynci beach volleyball with den den, was at a great start but ended but losin...wth!!! mei yen then fed her neopets, played gunbound. i hadnt been a good host as i ended up watchin MTV cause my mum had requested me to help her tape show, so i gt distracted. haiz...

the MTV show was damm stupid. it was the celebrity deathmatch. celebrities were fighting each other, trying to kill the other. blood was spurting all over the place. stupid show. one cacn win by shooting bullets frfm their bodies... (diao lor) then can ask the heavens for help one.... stupid show lah. and it was suppose to be comedy...wth

my bro went missing again. he sent mei yen de qian bi home then dunno go where, go so long. then he come home, asked if i had dinner, which i said no, then went out again. lol. mum called looking for him lor.... idiotic den den. haiz....

tuition would be tommo at 3.30/4.30/5.00, timing not confirmed. hope i can make it. haiz... these days sure is busy, tommo ASEAN conference, then study session then going pulau ubin (mum's funnny idea), then go band camp then chong qing trip... still nd to pack.. haiz... busy as a bee... i think the only free time i gt would be in december, when band rm is under renovations... or would it be...?

a day in my life

2007-11-12T06:54:00.001-08:00

jus to kp track of those who are goin to the 6c study session..

hazel going overseas... (Wahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! hazel.......)
yong jun say confirm latest by wed
gordon say no, need beauty sleep, lol
chong yong say c 1st
phoebe said no, wana slack instead
pindong goin
terence not goin cause of his allergy

unreplied:
rocco
andy
hannah (hanni!!! quickly go msn, plssssssssss!!!!!!)
qingwei
kia inn
sebastian
wee yong

haiz... some long time no see....hoep would be able to see them....XDD

a day in my life

2007-11-12T06:38:00.000-08:00

wth is wrong with todae? its like i kp making a mess of things.... i woke up extra EXTRAA early for e-learning. turns out i onli gt chem. so oh well... then i go watch jigoku shoujo, thinkin that band is at 1pm. i also iinformed EVERYONE (whose contacts i gt) that there would be a 6c study session on wed.

but then turns out i gt a mock asean conference on wed and a meeting for it todae at 9.30!!! i rmb like at 9.15 (awakened by chu ping's sms, thx!). so i was like omg omg omg and kp trying to copy the info in my email to a disc which is NOT REWRITABLE!!!. but nvrmd, i jus added n rushed out of the house at 9.30.

i then decided to inform 6cians that the timing is on sat instead. as approved by pindong (it was his idea in the 1st place). then i rushed to schl. turns out there was no nd to rush as it was a very VERY informal meeting... so oh well... i then edited my info, which is like 90% of it is like irrelevant in a major way....haiz...

so then i also had to cancel my meeting with dewi because of this meeting, but she said nvrmd, call her when its over. thankfully it ended at 11 plus. dewi told me to meet her at 12. i lk at my hp n saw it was 11.10. saw dor dor and talked. then i realised it was 11.53!!! the timing i had seen earlier was not 11.10 it was 11.40!!! i then rushed to the kfc bustop. but luckily, dewi was l8 herself. phew.

had lunch, dewi kp pepsing my pepsi, damm gross. she kp puring her pepsi into mine thru her straw. eww.... but i cant make her, not halal...argh!!!grrrrrrr........then at band, my actual sock was wet by something disgusting...yucks. then when i wore my soccer socks and walked out of the bandrm without shoes for once, after two steps, i stepped on something wet. argh!!!!!!!!! ='( cry cry....

rushed to tuition after band, made it a few minutes l8. phew. then bought dinner. mei yen n jolin both bully me... waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! bagah them!!!! anywae, so went home. realised that on sat i going pulau ubin!!! sat cannot!!! so now gt to inform everyone its on thurs instead... haiz.......YEESHH!! wth is wrong todae???

at least there were funny events XDD
my bro wanted to go out the door n hit his head. bagah. dunno how they hell he managed to do that. lol

then pindong's mailbox.... omg!!!!! damm funny!!!! i laughed like siao. hahahaha.... dunno how the hell he decided to use it...omg...!!!!

a day in my life

2007-11-09T07:29:00.000-08:00

mei yen is a fan of ayumi whilst i a fan of manga. XDD

she looks like she is in love....awww....
this is so cool and artistic!!!!!
she loooks sooooooooo cool!!! she looks so cuuuuutteee!!!!!! kawaiii~~
she look like a warrior... wad do you think?
he looks cute =3
i think she is doing magic....
she so brave, so late still in the forest adventuring...

these pics are so nice~~~ =3 i wonder if i would ever be able to draw like these ppl....haiz...

a day in my life

2007-11-09T07:06:00.001-08:00

yEA!!!!!!!!

CAN YOU GUESS?

YEEEEEEEEESH!!!!!!!! i was like everywhere lor!!! i think the camera likes me too much.. hahaha...!!!

wjere was we lOOking at? lol so many ppl lookin at other directions....
yea, a nice one!!!
refuge camp, looks like it eh?
guess who!!
gordon so bad, take hazel like that....

now this is more like it! =D

the boys playin basketball. hmm... they seem all lined up... lol. some basketball game this is...such a unique formation...
look at gordon's facec, wad does it reminds me of? goldfish!!! haha... kaiyong's head gt half cut off...poor kaiyong...

esther acting emo...lol

haiz... updating now... so long nvr post, blog like rottin le lor...hehe...but nice pic leh! thx hazel for the pic!!! haiz... missed the last gathering...argh!!!!!!! y?!?!?! sigh.......

hazel was like the onli gal there lah.... gd that the guys nvr bully her. or else....muahahaha!!!! hanni... hazel... eileen.... hope to meet ya soon!!!!

now like updating on the past... haiz...

a day in my life

2007-11-09T06:58:00.000-08:00

the island protected by a tree... (though its like dead...)
aint that plant so cute? made by me leh...hehehe....
can u see a butterfly on a rock? (this need some imagination) =P
the mirror area... though it looks blur, hence you cant see the 'mirrors'... lol
the entire island...

though this was like so long ago but wad the heck. pictures of the island me n claire claire did. nice? we wanted to rided a bike.went pasir ris somemore...so damm far..we reached there like 6 and the bike shop closed. so in the end we ended up playing with the sand...

saw one crazy guy who said he was a plastic surgeon..but he is okay lah...

a day in my life

2007-10-05T05:08:00.001-07:00

my cutie pie /honey kristy!!! so cuuuuute!!!!!!!!photographer: m.y
=DD kristy and mei yen my two best friends!!! me and mei yen!!! BFF! {we are crazy...LOL by mei yen}

WAD is that on the floor?? hmm.......... proudly to say that the photographer is m.y again...

some crapppin...
esther:wow! im an interviewer. todae i shall interview m. y. how do you get such great photos?
meiyen: ummm secret......... lol juz kiddin secret is ayu 8th album i took the photo by chance hahas
esther: mei yen bu kui shi mei yen. lian chance also can get such great photos! lucky star ah....
mei yen:lol. exam goin over le yea!!!!!!
e: woooooooooppppppiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait!! no more hittin the books!!! no more stress!!!!!!! no more everything except play play and more play!!!
m: gt a feelin i will do badly.....
e: me too. im only gonnacare when the exams are back. for now after exams.... PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
LET'S GET READY TO RUMBLE!!!
m: esther bu kui shi esther stirer
e: dun call me stirrer!!!! im no stirrer!! call me VKrux!!! :D that's me! oh... and you copycat!! copy me... so sad.d. im heartbroken..!!! waahhh!!!!!!!!
m: la la la!!! see nothing feel nothin hear nothin la la la i so bad hehe
e: oh you will feel somethin alrite. that's when i SUE you !!! copywright arh!!!!!!!!
m: ok ok upload time u late 4 ur dinner le
e: unless you havent notice mei yen, the photos have already been uploaded! unless you still have somthing to add...
M: ...
e: lol...oh well! time for my dinner and time for you to go home! oh you dun watcht he 7 o'cloick show already ah?
m: yup aft exam i will concentrate on show on the internet n finish my huan huan ai!!!!
e:ooooooooo...........me 2!

a day in my life

2007-10-05T04:59:00.000-07:00

its band dinner!!! cant believe she actually wore that dress!!!so feminine! hope she dun kill me for uploadin this photo. haha!!!

a day in my life

2007-09-01T03:23:00.000-07:00

i have a sore throat, cough and flu for the past days. unfortunately. the day i went to the doctor, he asked me whether i wanted a mc. however, the next day i had a presentation to do,which i wanted to attend, so i was like nah. haiz....me, who wanted a mc for....let's see... 2 months?! cant get one when im sick...OH MAN!!!!!!!! WHY?!?!?! why must this happen to me? i had been whining and whining for a mc... when i can get one, i cant get one... ARGH!!!!!!!!

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad...

at least due to this sore throat, i can now more easily reach low notes when i sing. however, i have a difficulty reaching high notes. one cant win them all? haha...

A Spider's Web

2007-07-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

inspirations came from walking kristy, my dog. haha... =D

a spider's web
walking down the milky way
i felt entangled in love
i was caught, unexpectedly
never was i prepared

i could feel the grasp it has on me
but i cant see the way it looks
i can't describe the feeling
i now have inside~

how can i get free?
it seems so impossible
should i just retreat,
retreat into the past?

this entanglement,
it strips me of my freedom
what i have ever wanted
what should i do?
how can i get free?

i could feel the grasp it has on me
but i cant see the way it looks
i cant describe the feeling
i have inside~

this entanglement,
the web of my love
the web of my life
seems to be my life's only purpose....

it tells of a story of a girl who is caught in love. but she is feeling troubled by this love, for should she go on, everything of hers would be gone....

a day in my life

2007-07-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

haha, didnt post for few days leh... im right when i say im not a blog person... hahaha... i can't believe that i honestly forgot to watch fantastic four during the holidays! i was like, i want to watch. but then, because of band, my schedule became so tight at the last week, i totally forgot! the best part of itt all : i recently just realised it.... it was like wth!!!!! so long already, now then noticed. really, honestly, wanted to bang my head on the wall.

oh well... wad's done is done. at least i watched transformers! =D cool graphics, it all look so real! the enemy's little robot was the cutest... =D for once. haha... one comment on it though, the part on bumblebee being frozwn and captured.. the dramatic scene... seems a little too soon...

but that day i watch transformers, yesterday, it has gotta be my most unlucky (or lucky?) day....i actually left my wallet in the cinema. thank goodness i have to take a bus home. so that's when i realised it. i ran, walked quickly and reached the cinema. they were taking a really long time.... after i told them i was missing a wallet... who knows what the heck they are doing... tried calming myself down... worked a little. =D but i finally gt my wallet bacck. =D but then i realised my ez-link card was missing...did a little flashback. "could it be in the pocket of my skirt at home? " keep thinking and thinking... finally reached home. it's there! =D good. dont need to make a new one, or else my mum would kill me... cheese! hahahahahaha....

a day in my life...

2007-07-14T09:30:00.000-07:00

todae very weird... i kept complaining that i was hungry during band...cause nvr eat breakfast. then later, when lunch break le, went to drink bubble tea...suddenly, feel so bloated. and some more, i havent even finish it! weird tummy... in the end, ate some biscuit, since it is brunch.... lol... weird stomach... oh well.. call this a method to drop some weight? haha...

a day in my life

2007-07-14T07:58:00.000-07:00

i asked dennis what he thought of my lyrics...

me: wanna read my lyrics?
den: no

(i made him read anyway...muahaha)

me:so what do you think?
den:...
me: good?
den: no
me: bad?
den:no
me: best?
den: no
me: the worse?
den: no

(at this point i was irritated....)
me: very good? so-so? anything? whatever? wth?
den: no
me: just lyrics?
den: yes

argh!!!! this bro of mine....wanna kill him!!! hahahaha.... =D oh well...then i fought with him over HIS blanket...

me: mine
den: no
me: mine!!!
den: no!!!

(the blanket was being passed around...)

me: it's mine!
den: it's yours (he thought i would fall for this trick, saying that it is his)
me: yeah! it's mine!

i didnt fall for the trick and then i got the blanket! =D but then later i dropped a part of it to the floor, he got angry and snatched it away... aww..... my blanket... wahh..... hahahahaha....!

I feel Fat

2007-07-14T07:52:00.001-07:00

i feel fat
what is this i feel accumulating?
why is this so?
no matter what i do
SCRIMP, MINIMISE, STOP

Chorus:
why is this so?
why am i feeling so?
why do i have to be so?
i feel FAT
fat fat fat fat fat
i feel FAT
fat fat fat fat fat

how do i get rid of this feeling
when can i keep my head up high?
be proud of myself head up high?
be proud of myself when i''m walking in a crowd

(chorus)

why must this sensation exist
why must u be able to see
wobbling gross FAT!

i feel FAT
fat fat fat fat fat
i feel FAT!

some weird song i came up with...hahaha...!!!

where?

2007-07-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

once upon a time
u came into my life
back then on those innocent times
everything was a dream

now you've changed
i no longer know you
who are you
i wonder

where was the guy i knew
the guy...

you who made me laugh
you who dried my tears
you gave me such happy memories

where are you?
the one i knew?
pls come back
the guy i used to know...

you who made me laugh

u who dried my tears

u gave me such happy memories

woooahhho....

u gave me life

when i was weak

this one is very short...next time then lengthen! =D

i wanna be your girl

2007-07-09T07:34:00.000-07:00

i wanna be your girl
but it was never meant to be
why must this happen to us
why must this blood exist?

i wanna be your girl
but why?
why cant we be together

i wonder at night
when im alone
when im with my thoughts
i wonder
what is this love

is it kinship
love of a cousin
or is it love
betweeen two lovers

what is this love
why must this blood exists
woaahh...

i want to be your girl
but the stars discreeds it
i wanna be your girl
but it would only be when

the world stops spinning
no more time
when time is frozen
can i be your girl

Woaah...
be your girl....

another song thought on the spot....kinda weird though... abit off... wad cha think?it's about love between two. however, they found out that they were cousins...

this love

2007-07-07T08:48:00.000-07:00

i looked through the window
i saw your back
you looked back at me
but your footsteps grew distant
sooner than i realised
you were gone

this love, this love woahh...

this love is bitter
bittersweet
like my favourite chocolate
this love is salty
from my tears woahh... woahh....

why must this love be so difficult
must i wait for you?
wait till i've died
as my heart will never do so

you glanced at me
i ran away
why must i do so
i dont know

it must be fate which brought me now to you
but why?
i just cant face you

why is this so?
i don't know
but what can i do,
i dont know...

woohoo! just some writings of mine.. lol. wad cha think? it tells a story of a girl who is in love with this guy but always shun from him...kinda reminds me of one of britney's song. i forgotten the name....haha! oh well.... at least this blog won't be so dead anymore... =D

a day in my life

2007-03-13T05:43:00.000-07:00

mei yen wanted me to do this....

a day in my life

2007-03-13T05:22:00.000-07:00

Okay, now a proper entry... haha... earlier was some nonsensical conversation between me n mei yen... LOL.... ok, i was at mei yen's house todae... bought 2 coconuts. each worth 90 cents.

brought the coconuts to mei yen's house. the worst part of drinking/ eating the coconuts was...

THE OPENING PART!!!

haiz... we were like hacking away at it for a million years!!!! i hack and hack.... i had the smaller knife, so mei yen gt it done first- she gt an opening in the coconut

but later, it was getting the top part away... sigh... wad a tedious process just to drink some coconut juice.... anyway, i managed to pry it away...with my bare hands n some brains!! haha.... all thanks to ESTHER! jus jk... mei yen did half the work.. hehe...

so in the end... we gt them open.... we drank frm a bowl since mei yen had no straw... sigh.... then

a day in my life

2007-03-13T04:04:00.000-07:00

esther:This is not my doing!!! Mei Yen forced me!!!! But they are nice... at least some are... hehe....

Mei Yen: esther thats is not veri kind, ayu rox like hell heaven and universe. kekeke

esther: whatever... .... -.-""

M.Y. : hey u said u r startin 2 know y mi admire ayu hor?

esther: yaya.... ..... now UPLOADING TIME!!!!

M.Y. :NO, SAY THE REASON

esther: LIKE YOU DUN NOE!!!! I TOLD U ALREADI!!!! ANYWAE....I PREFER HER FIRST FEW ALBUMS.... .... NICER SONGS... IN MY OPINION!!!!!

M.Y. : YEA THATS UR MUSIC STYLE, I LIK A LOT OF TYPES AND AYU NOW SUITS JUZ NICE, JUZ THE SONGS I NEED

esther: OKAY OKAY.... UPLOADING TIME!!! ( How many times must i say this?!?! )

M.Y. : dream on!!! kekeke. omg ster is sleepin!!!!! jokin, juz zippin her mouth haha

esther: juz so u noe... my name is NOT ster.... IT'S ESTHER!!!! if u dun noe how to spell.. here it is!!!

M.Y. : ana, understand, but stil cannot upload, cause when talk abt ayu, cannot stop

esther: haiz... someone save me frm this ayu maniac!!!!! HELP!!!!!

M.Y. : poor esther, but at least there is quite a lot of ayu fans i know. but i can make esther from donno ayu to appreciate ayu is gd le

esther: zhi1 dao4 jiu4 hao3!!! okay okay...nw UPLOAD for goodness sake!!!!

M.Y. : see ur face lik goinm to chase mi out of ur home, upload then upload lor o_0"""""

esther: WTH?!?!?! when did i do such a thing?!?!?! i did nt even giv any expression!!! i was reading mo2 fa3 wang2 zi3 leh!!! where gt expression?!?! liar liar pants... oops, mean skirt on fire!!! =P

M.Y. : esther teo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

esther: WHAT???????????

M.Y. : upload!!!!! how many times must i tel u

esther: .............................................................. WTH??? anyway... UPLOAD!!!!

-------------uploading process-----------------------------

esther: WTH?!?!?! how blur can i get?!?! wanna go my computer... 1st go internet expolorer, 2nd go my documents then go microsoft word!!! WTH?!?!

M.Y. : ayia , see la don let mi talk abt ayu

esther: -.-"""" wad has that gt to do with anything?? and SHH! UPLOAD!!!

M.Y. : then u must also go to MY COMPUTER first !!!!! understand?

esther: yaya... stop rubbing salt on my wounds... I'M SORRY!!!! can?! satisfied?! happy?! huh?!?!?!?!?!

M.Y. : ok lor

------REALLY uploading-----------

M.Y. : I still gt nice 1, nex time upload hope esther don mind...

esther: i dun mind... at least it ensures that my blog stop rotting... i hope that is....xi1 wang4 mei3 meng4 cheng2 zhen1... hehe....

a day in my life

2006-07-08T08:07:00.000-07:00

i like did not update in wat...3 MONTHS?!?!?! I can't believe it..actually, i can... oh wells...this is

so argh?!?!? And i haven't speak to my ex-classmates for SO long...cause i rarely use the computer...hehe...these few days are like hell...so damm stress...chinese worknook also can go missing...i think someone tookk it...if i noe hu it is, i will KILL him or she!!!!!! haiz...my blog REALLY is rotting away..so few updates... anywaes... BEST OF LUCK TO ALL MY BESTIES! i jus felt like saying that...haha :D oh well...i went to deyi secondary schl today, for excel festival and their schl is SO damm nice!!! I'm still on the kick...but im so envious of pindong...have such a nice schl...amkss...i feel is miles away...haha! long time never see hannah le..never see my ex-classmates le..so sad....during the holidays MUST hold one class gathering!!!!!!!! that is if i have the courage...haha...jus kidding??? oh well.. bb for now!

P.S: im SO not a blogger person..(i think i repeated that like alot of times and still can't get it our of my system..hehe)

a day in my life

2006-05-02T05:23:00.001-07:00

todae Mei Yen lended me a geo. assesment bk and i onli gt 2 days to get all the information in!!! AHH!!!!!!! so i must hurry!!!! (pls take note im not getting stressed, lol) anywae, at least it was nice of her to lend it to me as she noes that im revising for my geo. so it is cool, i can revise and add more info! haha...anywae, this week is like a comic frenzy!!!! there are so many titles that im following that is out this week!!! yippi!!!!!! i guess i can forget about revising for a while...haha...but after that, it is study time!! hope i wont get distracted as i get distracted TOO easily...haiz....one minute, play maple, the other, chat on msn(not blaming those who chat with me hor! ) haix....oh well......oh yes! my birthday is on 9th of may hor! if anyone out there wishes to give me a present, take a look at my wishlist! oh yes, today, i and Mei Yen compared wallets-she bought mine for me when she was in China. And it seems that hers is so much more in tip-top shape than mine. haha, so typical of me...mine is also quite spoilt while hers, still in mint condition...haiz...im so rough...lol :D

a day in my life

2006-04-29T18:52:00.000-07:00

Haiz....I REALLY wish that todae would not have tuition so i will have more time to study...oh wells... Okay, to tell u more about me here is a list of the topics that i've revised!

Maths-Only still got SOMEMORE practices to go through
Geo-Almost finishing!

haha, it is not alot, considering that exams are just around the corner...i've did a 'survey' and most people have already finished their geo, history and science!!! Ahh!!!they are SO fast...haix...i gueess i REALLY will get one of the last places in class...Wahh!!!!!!Why exams so fast?!?!?!?! hate it!!!!!! and i dun even noe wad i want to do when i grow up?!?! am i slow or wad?!?! or maybe not...haha oh well...bb for now! :D

a day in my life

2006-04-29T00:53:00.000-07:00

YEAH! today i studied!!! and revised!!! haha, okay im being lame...but it is a miracle, well to me that is. to others, me studying should be a sure thing. but actually, i slack alot and get distracted easily...like now...im suppose to be studying...umm...oh well...im so late!!! i have onli touch on maths and geo. and both aren't even finish!!!AHH!!!ten why am i still writng all this??? umm...because im weird??haha! sometimes i dunno if people like me or not. or whether they are just putting up an act...haiz...i dunno...maybe they hate me or dislike me...sometimes im just so insecure!!! haha...i really do hope that i can hang out with my friends more often though... we rarely go out together to do something fun! haiz...is it alright or not??? oh well...back to the books! cheerio!

a day in my life

2006-04-28T00:22:00.000-07:00

hAIZ...now exams are coming...I WISH june holidays would just come!!! Then again, maybe not...as exams would come faster...no??? haha!!! I can't believe even when exams are coming soon...there are still projects to be done!!! Not just any projects...Dance and Drama!!!Though it is already over...but COME ON!!! It's exams period, there shouldnt be projects to be done...Don't you agree??? Anywae...about todae...hmm...Ah! today, my mum didnt wake me up...I got up myself at 6.44...I should be at the bus stop at 6.30!!!so it was like AHH!!! luckily, i didnt gave in to the fact that i should get up when my mum wakes me up...haha...But luckily i wasnt late...phew!!! haha..okok..im lame...Arent i to be?! haha..joking again...LOL!!! Oh yeah!!! To all those who are ini 6c 2 years ago...Can SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE A CLASS OUTING?!?!?! PRETTY PLEASE!!!!!!!!! heehee...i just miss my classmates... *sniff sniff* at least i would be meeting hannah during my June holidays. Yippi!!!! i would also be going out with my friends!!! :D I hope it would be a great holiday!!! There will be band though, so i will have less time to go out and stuff. Also, today, i realised that during my june holidays i MUST buy assesment books...im not hardworking by the way...as ive been too lazy...haha! Exams are coming already, and ive not revised ANYTHING at all!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!Sure fail one....haiz...so during CA2 AND SA2 mus catch up. :D hope i wont get distracted...haha!

A Maths Trick Question?!?! Ahh!!!

2006-04-17T05:02:00.000-07:00

umm...ok, i gt a quiz for y'all!

How can (1001-102=1) ?

listen, u can only use one move to make the above statement correct! Are you up to it? TRY IT!

a day in my life

2006-04-17T03:59:00.000-07:00

Todae gt oral... Luckily it is english. I love english. :D I dun really like chinese..haha! bt...after the oral, it rained! okay, drizzle...bt, after my bus ride, it poured!!! oh wells...luckily i had an umbrella. :) i'm so glad tt i thought of bringin it n not leavin at home. hehe, okay, im being lame. bt im really thankful to anyone hu is above, even though i had thought u were makin a fool out of me...:) bt i guess, all i needed to do was to look at things positively! lik todae, i drew a picture of a comic charector, bt dropped it on the wet floor of the bus! but i looked at this way, though i spent lots of time doing it, haha. that it was okay, my drawing wasn't tt gd, so it must be the way of the above saying that it is nt gd enough n i should try harder...:D

a day in my life

2006-04-13T00:43:00.000-07:00

http://-eternalflamex-.blogspot.com

This is hannah's link...One of my best friends! ;p

A day of my life...

2006-04-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

Yo! I'm Esther! This is my very first time making a blog...Hope it turns out good! *cross my fingers* *SLURP* Mmm...Tis Thai coconut is good! So is this chicken hamburger! I gt them from Yishun's pasar malam. So if u r free...go there and try! It's delish! Hurry! It would onli last till next week... And todae is the 12th of April!