WILL YOU EVEN NOTICE ME?
 Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

esther. comic lover. kristy lover. 15. amksian. faithful. crazy at times. happi-go-lucky!......

DESIRESY
comics.more comics.n more comics(being lame here).BFFs that are realli honto foreva!!!.happi foreva.kristy slim fast fast. gd results (hopefully).

MOTTOY
there is always a silver lining in every dark cloud XDD

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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Thursday, April 24, 2008
2:44 AM

my friend, thank you
being a shoot growing
surroundings ever changing
you are my roots
clinging to life
stubborn to let me go
to fly into the wind
never to be found again

thank you for saving me
for being there
though times get hard
you may not be the main
cause its my world
but you are the most important
the crucial to this 'me'

some roots may get lost
torn to the soil
but i shall live on
for what you had done

no matter where you go
no matter if you left
no matter if you hurt
the things done, shall be with me



this is for all of my friends!!!!! LOVE YA!!!!!!!!!!

Will you ever notice me...

2:40 AM

my saviour
thank you for being there
for being my salvation
from the world i am facing
solution for my desperation

filled with gratitude
to this solitude
my breath of air
when im lacking of it

sometimes
i feel breathless, emo-ness
had a taste of helplessness, lonliness

you would be my beacon
of hope, peace and joy
those are what i find
through laughing and sharing with you

Will you ever notice me...

2:15 AM

todae, chun you decided to be quiet todae. surprisingly...

anywae, he decided to zip his mouth and express himself through miming and writin. but then, i dun think he will be quiet still. i mean, the amount of stuff he wana say will still not change right? so in this sense he will n not be quiet.

but too bad, i couldn enjoy this moment of silence. cause i decided to seat with mei yen. oh well... it also didnt last. that's to be expected... XP anywae, learnt a game at the time i was with mei yen, dorothy, vivien, wei lin, liyu... hehe.... cant describe it here though. =P oh ya, todae was so weird, no network can be found for singtel users. no calls can be made, no sms can be sent...NOTHING!!! vivien then went to promote M1 plan.say veri veri gd...yeesh...hit her head.hehe...

i managed to found connection in the toiilet though. then called my mum ask about the PTC form which she HAVENT given me...yeesh. but then when i return to class..the connection was lost AGAIN!!!! argh... going to the toilet again was useless...awwwwwwwwww........

later the day....the connection came back again..oh well...XDDDDDD

haiz...stupid ss extra lesson. i alr very troubled le. still go add fuel to the fire..idiotic. dunno wad i was writing all the time...haiz...summore do so slow...awwwwww.......

SO MUCH PROBLEMS....SO LITTLE SOLUTIONS.....NONE USUABLE...WAD THE HELL SHOULD I DO?????????

haiz...............


cant even play with kristy summore....she shedding season, play with her, hairs galore...yeesh..stupid lah....play with her, still need to sweep for her...the chances of her going for a crew cut is increasing with my mum's growing irritation...

but should she go for it...she will becum more hyper...and then she will look fatter...oh man......

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008
4:36 AM

finally realise how cool my house is...XDDDDD


woods at the right


water at the left!


plains at the right....XD



and roads at the left



and finally.......AIR!!!!! at the top!!!!1


woah~~~~~~~~`is like everything of earth is around my house..water, air, woods, technology..heehee

Will you ever notice me...

4:23 AM

i dno if this is a poem or lyrics... o.O oh well, here it is!!!! i think more of poem though....hard to make this into a song... XP

hated love
my world has a crack
its filled with hate
i have pain that i want to inflict
but how do you go around doing it?

u have lost my trust
tat i have given you
the believe has shaken
and the bond loosen
no more hope shall be given
the love lost shall shatter and be anewed

no more tears for you
no more memories of you
no more thoughts of you
you shall no longer exist
and i shall no longer persist

the revenge sought shall be delivered
the pain brought shall be given
the gifts bought shall be returned

time shall heal
time shall take the memories
time shall give a new world
time shall promise a new love

enough of dwelling in the past
no more clinging to the promises u made
i shall have to start protecting myself
to shield from the pain from being cast
away....
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

Will you ever notice me...

3:32 AM

todae...super funny

funny thing no. 1:
i was at the locker with zi jing...then zj open it, stuff our things in it. then later she ask me eh, where's the lock ah? we look for it and then...TA DAH!!!!!!!!

it was in her hand...=.=

another thing to add..wad was going on in zj' s mind when it happen:

hmm...where's the lock ah?

oh! its in my hand...

says: esther, where's the lock?

oh! its in my hand...



diao....dejevu?or stm? if stm, its so much worse than mine. the minute u say le, its gone...lol!!!!

theen i laugh till i hit the floor. :P

went to guides rm get zj shoes

jokes by zj along the way:

wad do u say when u throw sumthg at a duck?

ans: DUCK!!!

wad do u say when u throw a duck at a duck?

ans: DUCK!!! DUCK!!!

wad do u say when u throw a goose at a duck?

ans: DUCK,DUCK!!! GOOSE!!!

LOLS!!!!!!!!!! another one

wad do sharks like to play?

ans: swallow the leader

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


wad a great way to destress aft the past few days...XDDD

went for cheese fries..added ketchup! yum...XD
gt contacts with mei yen later...haha!!! soon u shall see me with contacts...PERMANENTLY!!!!!!olay~~~~~~~~~~~

audrey was jus commentin on me to wear contacts todae...haha!


OH OH!! b4 i forget.. todae is so coool!!! NAPFA was todae...

then i managed to get A for all!!!!! (exp shuttle run cause nt tested yet..XD) i gt one B though...for 2.4km. gna aim for gold!!! dennis...watch out!! i shall win ya!!!!!!!

so surpprising...i managed to jump 184 cm!!!!!woah! i usually get 160 plus lor...XDDD then sit and reach also...i gt 50 cm! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........my head summore touch the metal bar, so i think i cant go anymore, cause like how to? head touch bar leh....hmm...dunno....then mdm yao still can ask for more....haiz...nt gna happen~~~~

but i usually get 30 plus lor...heeeeeeeeeee................so cool, todae record setting day. clara also. 40 for sit and reach!!!!!1 CONGRATS~~~~~~~

haiz...still need to finish up hw todae, though tests all over for the week,..yeesh...wna slack!!!!!!!!! haiz.....

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, April 22, 2008
3:17 AM




Will you ever notice me...