WILL YOU EVEN NOTICE ME?
Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

esther. comic lover. kristy lover. 15. amksian. faithful. crazy at times. happi-go-lucky!......

DESIRESY
comics.more comics.n more comics(being lame here).BFFs that are realli honto foreva!!!.happi foreva.kristy slim fast fast. gd results (hopefully).

MOTTOY
there is always a silver lining in every dark cloud XDD

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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Sunday, April 25, 2010
7:14 AM

WOOTS!! slept 10 full hours today!

slept at 4am lor.. :x

went to ikea with dion. had ta buy a pillow and he wna eat ikea's meata balls~~~
he asked why never ask hueyming or edwin.....very VERY good qn. i have no idea. didnt got to doing that.... just like, hueyming told me that dion wna go ikea eat. so like he gt a purpose to go there thats why ask him go? then the rest dn really have a need...so never ask?

BUTTTTTT shall ask them ALL go out next time. yeaps yeaps.

hee~~ me pillow~~~finally. been sleeping w/o a pillow for MONTHs.... cause i last put my pillow into the washing machine, then forget take it out or hours. then it became stinky. the stink was irreversible...
-.- even after washing a few times. that is so gna be the last time im washing my pillow nia.

and, i have gotten into a writng poem mood on the bus ride home~~~ below are my works! hehehe~~ the orange fonted one is my favourite of the three. :D but....the verse 4 still weird.... haiz...

Will you ever notice me...

7:06 AM

Being Done...
love, life, regrets
all balled into one
let it sink, let it set
the feelings i have are done

done i am with love
done i am with you
i am now above
from being a tool

i wanted to disappear into the night
i wanted to wait
now i have seen the light
which is never too late

friends, hold close those who are dear
friends, remove those that dont care
my message crystal clear
now, dont act blur

verse 4 sounds weird...but dno how to change...hmm....

Will you ever notice me...

7:01 AM

Life?
harsh is reality
it is sickening really
causing people to be hardy
losing the goodness had as a baby

to be filled with goodness
makes people use it as a weakness
thin patience burst
leaving all but emptiness

will there ever be a day
a day we can rejoice and play
with all darkness locked at bay
will there ever be a day, oh, how i pray

Will you ever notice me...

6:59 AM

As a Girl...
being a girl
in this harsh world
things become a blur
of who are the real deal

friends who are backstabbers
lovers who are predators
aint it a jungle world
life is cruel, girl.

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, April 22, 2010
6:57 AM

INSPIRATION hit me today!! so i wrote a nice little poem today. yippyyy~~ havent done so in SOOOO long nia...  =D

Thinking about the love that has past
Rekindled could it be
The feelings that i thought would not last
It is all coming back to me

The little flutter my heart would go
When you notice me
I rather not be on solo
But in the little world we could be

Leaving my heart open
a door for you ajar
I wonder if i can learn
More about the You even for a while

I wonder if you can hear
of my feelings for you
In this little prayer
Hey, I love you too!

hee~~ nice right? nice righ? :P

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, April 07, 2010
7:40 AM

OH my Freaking TIANNNNNN~~~~

i just touched my EYEBALL!!!

 my contacts came out in the middle of my shower (and my hair was shampooed -.-)... so me, thinking my contacts were just too dry, tried to take them out. heng i touched them abit and not use my fingernails in bid to ply the lens (which werent there by the way) out. HENGGGGGGG nia... if not it will be FReakiNG painfulllll~~~~~~~

heng heng heng!!!

ok, shocks over. gna do my mum's work. ^^v ahahahhahahahahah~~~~

Will you ever notice me...

2:03 AM

i think i might have just wasted $53.20 of my mum's money. lalalalala~~~
=x

supposed to go to SIM to submit ONE uni application for Marketing degree at RMIT...

and June june told me about another program at University of Birmingham- Bachaelor (Honours) Business Management...

the program was SOOOOOOOOO interesting! there are :
advertising
projects and events management
New and Hi Tech product marketing
service marketing etc...

argh~~~ now need to make a decision!!

Marketing at RMIT- is specialised, but the courses are dry...also, its just a normal degree
Business Mgmt at UB- is general, but the courses are so much more interesting, and its an Honours!

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....i think Bus Mgmt takes the cake. so gna submit ANOTHER uni application..=x but now gna decide if i wna do internship or not. but have to check out WHERE will the internship be at. hope its somewhere good! fingers crossed!!!! =D =D

hee, ate chawamushi (1 for $1!!) at SIM HQ with lovely chloe. she pei me all the way to HQ even though she dun nd to go herself. ^o^ niceeeeee~~~ so chawamushi is my treat!! hee, cheap,but its gddddd~~ =P

later gna eat steamboat with yvonne, eileen and maybe guodong later. amk hub here we come!! its a gd place. u pay like $15.90 (i think) and u get individual steamboat, with free sushi, free flow of drinks and ice-cream!  :):) not bad at all~~ and they got udon that is made of fish paste. damn nice!!!


and haiz...ris ris that gal ah...make me go downstairs all for nothing... she need to transfer $10 to her friend, but her bank no money. so she ask me to transfer $10 frm my accnt to hers. I went down, walked and sweat (weather bloody hot! >:( ) but failed in the end. WHY? cause Ocbc can only transfer to Ocbc accnt..=.= haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz............ oh wells.... take it as gd exercise bahs!! yeah yeah!!! =P

Goal of the day:

 To complete administrative work on an outlet (-Mum's work)
 hopefully to pack my room (?) i hope nia....

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, April 05, 2010
3:14 AM

the first day of school!!! and i almost couldnt wake up. THANK YOU JIN WEI FOR UR WAKE UP CALL!!

hahah, i slept at 3am.plus. watched ghosts of gf past with den den then chatted on msn. =x am still laughing at jackie for hitting his new sudoku high score but his com sort diao, couldnt save it. ahahahhaha~~~~~ :P:P epic nia~~~ but still, good luck hitting 2mins!

sch was boringgggggggg, the teacher kept talking loads of crap,things that i already knew and have been repeated over and over again the last few semesters, at every module..-.- why why why? so i ended up sleeping in class =x very tired anyw.

ate pizzahut with ling-a-ling, jinwei, szeyee, sheweed and june. ^^v my beef lagsana OOS! T.T so ended up with prawn aglio olio...always had it at pizza hut lor. wna have a change of taste also cannot. hmph! >:( then sumhow joked around and sheweed say he and wanting will adopt me...wad the shit!! die die dieeeeeeeee~~~ im a girl, and i am not in need of any parenting so that i need to be adopted. BLEAHs!!!!!!!!! xPPPPPPPPPPP

then i went to rara's house!!! :D:D:D:D am here right now. ate chocs she brought back from italy, and got a nice heart shaped necklace from her. :):) im gna play delivery gal to dor dor and yenni le. gna pass them their souvenior. and i havent given rara her souvenior i gotten from cambodia!! RAWGHHHHHHH~~~~ im an idiot...T.T

probably gna have dinner at her house? hahahahhaa~~ :P ok, i shall now go watch take care of the young lady le. cya, bloggy woggy! :D

Will you ever notice me...

3:05 AM

went shopping with ris ris and hanni~~ :D:D:D been so long since i saw them ^^v

i went on a food trail the entire day. :P

the things i ate:
black pepper pork ribs
hokkaido ice cream (milk tea)-  yummyyyyyyy
yami yoghurt - EVEN yummier! hee. ris ris agrees. =D
bread papa's cream puff- that day's one was so-so...

lalalala~~ szeyee say i will grow fat.. T.T i wont!! i will WILL my fats not to grow. muahahahhaha~~~

anyways, we went to find ris ris' sticky shop (sweets shop) . charis that silly bugger. she had ALL the details. sticky shop, at The Central, eu tong sen street, clarke quay. but she just HAD to confuse herself and tell us its at raffles place. went there, asked , said eu tong sen street at outram park.

so we took train there...guess wad? eu tong sen street is there, but The Central is all the way in clarke quay!! best thing is i know the place! but ris ris didnt tell us the shopping mall 's name till we got to outram park =.=

ended up walking the rest of the way, march through chinatown and etc..HAIZZZZZZZZZZ....
ris ris that silly bugger.

then we had another merry go round trying to find hanni's nerdy. got to hand it to hannah, i wouldnt travel all the way just to find my bf. and furthermore, finding his workplace was almost like finding a needle in a haystack. BUT she perservered and we found the place in the end. AND she is happy, so im happy too , for her. :) the guy seems alright, decent enough.

fingers crossed! =D good luck u two!! :)

and hence that day was a WHOLE lot of walking, a WHOLE lot of eating and a WHOLE lot of love (not from me and ris ris. =x) hehehhe~~~

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, April 02, 2010
7:39 AM

today~~~ went to cck~~~  with dewi. ^^v

BUTTTTTTTTTT there are extreme points to today's day out.

Good thing: i discovered the wonders of Yami Yoghurt~~ damn good! and shiok! its gna be moi's fav yoghurt place le~~~ and also, i realised cck also gt my fav takaoyaki store! woots!! yum yum~~ now i know two places that has good tako. dhoby ghaut- plaza sing, and  cck. HEEEE~~~

tako tako yoghurt! tako tako yoghurt!!!!

alsoooooooo~~ i discovered that we are better off buying a venti cup from starbucks and share, rather then each have a grande. why? cause there is only a dollars difference, but the cup is like twice the size!!! damn slow how i only discovered it TODAY, but oh wellsssssssss, better late than never. :P

drank starbucks' signature hot chocolate. DAMN FREAKING GOOD!! its like liquid chocolate lor!! yummmmmyyyyyyyy~~~~~ :D:D:D::D

Bad thingggggg: went to yoghurt palace. amk hub's one is gooooooooddddd. BUT here? its horrribleeee!! i dont get it! its sour lor, the yoghurt. yucks.... heng we sampled it only, didnt bought any.

before that, had lunch at this jeyohara pepper (i think thats wad it is, sumthing pepper lahs) to eat. since the western food there seemed cheap. but...aiyoyo...ordered beef patty. patty is like the best part of the meat, but the one we got, seemed like the worst. dewi described it as they took the worst part of the meat- bones and cartilage, parts that they didnt know wad to do with, and made it into patty. i dno! but its horrible. its burnt somemore lorrrrrr~~~ the fries were undercooked, and for ONCE, the best part of the meal was the coleslaw...-.- i bet its instant one, like bought from ntuc or sumth, like the rest of the meal.... no wonder theres only one outlet, and i have never seen a second one....
we ordered mango pudding also, and were given mango custard...it wasnt pudding at all. pudding is like jelly, but this one tasted like custard. the mango bits inside were sour also...nt fresh and not nice.

HENGGGGGGG is i was blur, order only one plate of beef patty, and one mango pudding.smartest thing i did today nia... or else, no more stomach to eat other good food, and have to suffer eating that.


the worst thing of today though, was at the movie theatre. not that the movie (clash of the titans 3D) was bad or anything, it was okay lahs. BUT it was the people surrounding us. never in my entire life have i been disturbed so many times in a movie theatre till today. there was a toddler (not baby, as commented by szeyee hahas) behind me and dewi, kp complaining that he wants to go home...once twice, thats okay. but he quietened down and can start up again for the third fourth time! i almost...almost wanted to ask them to go home then, but decided against that. thankfully, he quietened down. good boy! :D seriously... but he was minor case.

major cases were....there was this one guy at the back, who could pick up a call in the middle of the show and talk damn freaking loudly! i mean, whisper if u really have to...but nooooooooooo!! and he is definitely an adult somemore lor...-.-

and more majorly....was this group of girls sitting beside us, who werent even watching the tv and just talking to themselves. throughout the movie! and when they exit to visit the washroom or something, they giggled as they squeezed through me and dewi, then laughed very LOUDLY once they exit the theatre. i mean, wads up with that? stupid, weird and annoying. yeeeeeeeeeeshhhhh~~~~


then there were the small instances whereby the guys in front would make comments abit, at the start of the movie, then the guys at the back would do the same also, and a little boy playing with his plastic bag beside me. (im alright with all this actually, but just to add on to the umm...problem? =x ahahahahha~~~)


hence, conclusion is: choa chu kang ppl annoying, based on the data collected today!
ahahahhahahahahhahaha~~~~~~~~ im generalising, i know. but~~~ well, its a hypothesis that can be proven otherwise, or there are exceptions! (as quoted by dewi! :D)

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, April 01, 2010
10:48 AM

its been so long since i updated~~ ahhhhh~~~ hahahs. i smell loads of rotting. :P

things have become clearer, i think i have matured abit. learnt more about myself the last few months...abit more recently. :D

butttttttttt everyone still call me a kid.and a boy. HAIZZZZZZZZZ........ one day, ONE DAY, im gna be a matured woman. and laugh at ur faces. MUAHAHAHHAHA~~~ XDDDDDDD hell yeah!!!

i FINALLY stopped procrastinating, and started with my mum's accounts./administrative work. i know, been procrastinating for almost a weeeeeeeeekkkkkk~~~ but im finally on it. wonder if i will be tired enough to be able to sleep in.

let u guys know something, I CANT SLEEP IN!!! miracle eh? i wna slp in!! but i cant...T.T dno why, kp waking at 10am. WHY WHY WHY??? i wna wake at 3pm or 12 pm or something. more shuang lorrrrr~~~ and dun nd kp slack/nua at home, finding show besides mythbusters to watch.

random: me favourite song now is " If we ever meet again" by Timbaland feat Katy Perry. :D 2nd would be " Bye Bye" by Mariah Careh feat lil wayne.

im now reminding myself how talented some people can be. like Charice Pempengco and Connie Talbot. they are super cool~~ damn shiok to hear them sing. Esp whole new world and raise me up. brrrr~~~ gt goosebumps de!!! youtube rocks! share good music with everyone- esp me! hahaha~~~ zi lian for awhile. :P jkkkkkkkk~~~


UNLUCKY DAY IN MY LIFE------------>>>>>> TODAY

WHY? cause i stepped, slipped and SPLASHED on dog urine today. more specifically, a puddle of yellow liquid which im 90% SURE its dog urine. met a dog with its owner few steps after the accident.

i just changed before i went out somemore, then i had to wash my slipper, bathe TWICE and scrub myself clean. even my pants kana!- in it goes to the washing machine~~~

also, i was carrying my lunch. after some thought, (cause i dont think it kana, and its in a plastic bag-so can wash) i still decided to throw it away. lunch was milk in the end...haiz....



HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENNIS~~~~!!!

my bro, the april fool's boy, has just turned sweet sixteeeeeen~~~ went out with him, shawn, jenson and junsheng. :D they are funny, stupid, silly and fun. but also weird. :P bought den den a zinc bag~~~ hee, compliments to szeyee for lending me her zinc card. ^^v i hope he will put it to good use nia, though i think he wished there were more compartments, but we shall see...hee.

but again, abit suay. they wanted to watch CLASH OF THE TITANS~ its out today, but dewi asked me go watch with her tomorrow~~~ but, since bro bdae, then resigned to watch twice lor. but HENGGGG (abit) , we went to amk hub, and the seats were super lan. they were scattered and so either we seat seperately or go home. since shawn left for OM camp and jenson had to go home. junsheng lost the mood to watch movie, so we all went home. lalalal~~~ -.-

at least i can watch it tmr then? :P

ok~~ thats all for now. maybe i will update tmr? maybeee....... XP

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, October 23, 2009
10:34 PM

hey guys! today, i got sumthing interesting to share! xD anyone dont know what to do to usher in the new year??? since singapore..nt much things to do...well, why not SPARKLE ON the new year?



this was last year's one.. xD there are international and local artiste present.
so the concert wont be a dull!


hehhehe!!!

Will you ever notice me...